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Amrita

Amrita

Namaste,

My name is Amrita.

I was born in Canada into a very Eastern, newly immigrated family.

I was a painfully sensitive child, open third eye, energetically aware but surrounded by a very toxic, chaotic, traumatic, extended family dynamic. Nowhere to hide and always too loud. I learned from a very young age how to read people and act accordingly in order to stay safe. Creating personalities became automatized behaviour.

Concepts such as reincarnation, open third eye, spiritual awareness were absolute truths however religious overlays meant that only, “special people”, who diligently followed, “The Rules”, could obtain these abilities. I was definitely not considered special enough. Furthermore, having these abilities without strict adherence to religious practices meant that my acquisitions were acquired through dark means.

By the time I reached my early teenage years, my third eye was for the most part, closed. Spiritual awareness gone. Fully running on a mentalized field. The real me, inaccessible to everyone including myself. I became an excellent actress, so much so that I myself thought I was my collection of personalities. From there on, I drifted through life on autopilot for the most part. No, I did not miss my spiritual abilities or my open heart- having them created more problems in my life than not. I could be ‘normal’. At least, that was the story I told myself.

In 2001, I entered into a marriage that brought me to Colorado. It looked perfect on paper. It wasn’t, far from it. Definitely devoid of love. My people pleasing tendencies did little to change the dynamic.

My catalytic moment arrived around 2006 — at least the one that finally hit me hard enough — when both of my children were injured by a routine medical procedure. I was not given any solutions or at least not ones that were palatable to me. “No, I will find the solutions”. Also, by then, after a lifetime of traumas, unanswered prayers helped pave the way to MY, “Final Boss”, of personalities- Atheism.

As I delved deeper and deeper into the science of healing my children, I inevitably hit the, “alternative healing”, modalities such as cord removals. Also around this time, I started seeing sequential numbers and other things I could not explain logically. For whatever reason, with slight encouragement from a friend, I decided to see a woman who did cord removals and happened to live within walking distance. To say I was skeptical, would be a gross understatement. As the practitioner removed the cord between me and my now ex-husband, I felt the life force return to me immediately.

Over the next few days, my third eye began flickering again. The realizations came rapidly one after another. A few years earlier, I decided to listen to those around me and I started taking a cocktail of psychotropic meds. I felt the inspiration to stop all of them at once, so I did with NO side effects, definitely against standard conventional medicine. Immediately started to feel myself for the first time in decades. *Sharing my story- NOT medical advice.*

After yet another trauma, I prayed for the first time in many years. “If you exist, show me now”. The wrecking ball that hit my life certainly didn’t seem like help. It absolutely was. The end of my marriage was turbulent and very fast. I left with my 2 children, a few hundred dollars, no home, no job, no plan, no family. I definitely didn’t understand the circumstances but I had enough trust to sit with the immense discomfort. The money started showing up in rather quick and unexpected ways. Within a month or so, I was in my own home with my children and we were finally safe.

For the first time in my life, I felt free and/or at the very least, free from being managed/controlled 24/7. My creativity, writing, dancing, art began to blossom. As a single mom, I did not have time to pursue or really learn about healing modalities. This was not a problem as my own spiritual awareness was expanding at a very rapid rate. Life was good. My heart started opening again…I remembered many other incarnations and traumas; however, I was heavily spiritually bypassing.

I had worked out how to open my heart again. I had not yet learned how to protect and take care of it.

Starting in 2011, I created a series of prolonged, traumatizing events restaging previously unresolved traumas. Relentless. My blind spots. Once again, I lost the connection to my heart and all of my spiritual awareness. The difference being, this time I felt the pain of that loss immensely. Perhaps there was still a pinprick of a divine spark.

Around 2018, my third eye started flickering again. More memories started pouring in. While I had worked out that I needed to feel emotions to heal, I was not able to access my emotional body. Heavy survival energetics amongst other things.

Competences

I have no formal training in any modalities in this lifetime. I have memories of healing modalities from other incarnations, topics I have resolved for myself and innate psychic/intuitive abilities.

During covid, I thoughtlessly decided to put on a Symposium as background noise while I cleaned. I had never heard of Harald Kautz or black goo. The moment he started speaking, I immediately had a strong feeling of, “I know him”. It was visceral, absolute with no stories attached. In retrospect, it would be more accurate to say, “I remember him”. I was not aware that he did sessions however I did feel strongly that I needed to contact him. I didn’t have a plan or a topic. At the start of our very first conversation, the topic that needed attention first, unfolded on the screen.

Solutions for problems that seemed impossible started arriving very quickly.

I did countless one-on-one sessions with Harald over several years. At times, they felt like trying to get a drink of water from a firehose. I continued because the techniques he taught me were incredibly effective and fast. Since then, I’ve also had sessions with Ylva, Barbara and Viktoria.

If my story inspires you, it would be my pleasure to share what I have to share.

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